What did you do in 2013 that you'd never done before?
I traveled outside of the country AND moved out of the country. My times in Japan have been the best parts of my life. I learned an incredible amount and still feel a hunger for more knowledge. I will definitely be going back, and wouldn't trade those experiences for anything. Every day I am reminded of moments from over there, just last night the song I listened to on my way out of the apartment to work came on and I was transported back to Azamino. Traveling is something I'm no longer afraid to do on my own, and I can't wait to see and do more in the coming years!!
What would you like to have in 2014 that you didn't have in 2013?
Stability. This past year has been one of constant change, in all aspects of my life. I've worked 6 different jobs, in 2 countries, made and lost friends, and essentially haven't settled into anything. While I know plenty of people thrive on a constantly shifting environment, I am not one of them. It's overwhelming to me, and I have handled it fine but would prefer to just have one job, one living location, and feel a bit settled. Now that I'm back in the states I'm starting to feel like things are slowing back down, so hopefully this feeling stays for a while.
What date from 2013 will remain etched upon your memory?
My first night in Japan. I can vividly recall every part of it, the food, the people, the buildings, the feelings. I met so many wonderful people that night, a few of which I've stayed good friends with, and being surrounded by others just as excited as I was..the excitement was just contagious. We were all eager to learn about each other and the country, share stories, figure out where we were all from. It was a perfect beginning to the perfect trip, and I'll remember the welcome and smiles for the rest of my life.One of the best parts was walking to the izakaya with everyone. I paired off with Rahul from England and we were discussing where we were from and he was ecstatic that I was from Ohio, because he watches Glee and that's all he knows about Ohio. Listening to all the stories that Andrew had from living in Japan and never getting tired of them, we all constantly asked for more. On the way back I talked to Tim who it turns out went to that school up North and we had a good time the rest of the trip poking fun at each others school, including singing the fight songs at each other. It was just such a kind and welcoming group of people, and was exactly what I needed then in my life.
What were your biggest achievements and failures?
I would say that my biggest achievement was listening to myself. I've always tried to be as genial and forgiving as I can, but this year I decided to just live for myself. Of course I didn't take it to the extreme and become self-obsessed, but listening to my feelings and wants was a great change to make. When I was no longer comfortable with anything happening in Japan, I left. I didn't judge myself for seeming weak, I didn't worry about what other people would think about it, I just knew that I needed to leave so I did. Even at other times, if people didn't like something about me or that I did, I didn't worry about it nearly as much as I used to. I just accepted our difference in opinion and moved on. For me that change was a big personal accomplishment.Also I finally lost the weight I'd gained while on medication! It's a silly achievement but it made me feel good :)
As far as failures go, I've had a really good year, haven't made any major mistakes that I'm aware of. I guess if it was anything it would be focusing on the past. I lived in the past quite a lot this year, I rehashed conversations from months and months before and had a difficult time putting some things to rest. Recently I've gotten better about it, I've been planning a lot for the future and trying to ignore the past, but as we all know it can be difficult to do that.
Where did most of your money go?
AIRFARE. I would travel so much more if it didn't cost an entire months salary just to go across the country, let alone to another country.
Did you fall in love in 2013?
I fell out of love, then in, then out. Nothing too major, just the usual fluctuations for a single 22 year old. Though I will say, the one I fell in and out of love with this year certainly changed my perception of both myself and of what I expect out of men, in a good way. And was probably the healthiest relationship I've had so far, even the ending didn't tear me apart and we're still friends.. Future boys, the bar has been set high!!
What was the best book you read?
THE WAY OF KINGS. If you like fantasy/action then go read it. Now. It's more than I can put into words for this post. The amount of intelligence and creativity required to write that book is staggering, I had to read online discussions from the author to fully grasp it. The action, the morality conflicts, the surprises...just WOW! If I ever go back to school for a masters in Anthropology I'm writing my thesis on the cultures of that book...it's overwhelmingly wonderful.
Any definite plans for 2014?
I will be traveling, though I'm not sure where yet. It's between Japan, England, and Ireland. Maybe I'll do them all! Otherwise I don't see anything definite yet. I'm still up in the air about jobs, if I'll stay in this line of work, if I'll stay in this city or state. Lots of things I need to figure out for the future. Maybe I'll get around to figuring it out one day...until then just gotta keep going!
